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Life, as I (do not) know it...

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 8, 2008, 8:42 PM
  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: Abney Park
  • Reading: books. the real, not digital kind
  • Watching: an old movie...
  • Playing: with words, and people, and words...
  • Eating: chocolate truffles
  • Drinking: red wine
Dearly departed...
05:26 09 November 2008

…no, wait, it’s dearly left behind…
I wonder how many familiar things I will find...and how many will have changed, just like me...or more.

I have been enjoying the rain quite a lot for the past few days...finally, it feels like it should.

And now excuse me for not having any deeper thoughts, I am happy, ergo, my barin turned to mush. Still, it is fun, you should try it sometime.


"Why?" ....why not?
14:37 02 November 2008

…just because I can. Because I got bored. Because it is my will.

Feels good to walk the streets again...walk them like I own them. No other way. I do.

Different people tell me different things...some truths, some lies...I remember them all. Or most...the rest I have written down somewhere.

Enough with the sun already, I want gloom!


Ante up
17:24 20 October 2008

I paid my dues. In blood and tears. Sleepless days and lonely nights. I paid my dues.
Do not play the compassion or conscience cards. Do not waste them at my table. I put the guilt ace up my sleeve before the game even begun.
I only get close to see the reflection of cards in your eyes.
Ante up. I want more, and everything else that you have got. So, honey, ante up…


Shadow dance
20:46 14 October 2008

Full moon tonight…
Time flies, life is strange, but I am happy…
Just need to get rich too…


...
01:51 07 October 2008

…I hear them scratching at my door as I gather up my contempt.
I am making ropes. No suicide, just murder and escape.

And certain things just do not fit in. And I...was not in the mood to adjust to the adjacent side.
Certain things are made for throwing...throwing at...throwing away…
Certain things I still want...and I have just the attitude to get them.

Do not even think about telling me to wipe that smirk of my face. I wear it all too well, it makes me look good. And I love it.

...I still long for the cold...this weather...I do not like it, do not appreciate the sunshine one bit. Too many pretty, warm things I would like to wear...too many places I would like to walk through, that just look so much better when gloomy…

...happiness...weird feeling. I never know what to do with it. If you have any good recipes, let me know...I will have to cook something up. I love to cook.


Sealed...
20:24 04 October 2008

Why do you thread so carefully when the dice already rolled?

I love candy necklaces.

...sweet.


...
18:30 27 September 2008

Me hands began to shake...few minutes ago...for no reason, or so it seems, as I am nor depressed, not particulary stressed.
And now, I think my head is beginning to ache. Wine does not seem to be helping, although I thought a glass of red might.
I feel weird. Odd. Even…
Weird.


Fitting
06:19 17 September 2008

A glass of fine red wine, and a piece of even finer chocolate - lately, I find them perfect things to start the day…
The fall came, and I am happy it did. Can’t remember the last time I looked forward to it...if there ever was any.
I feel like gothing up, and going out.
I feel so good...calm...happy...genuinely good, through and through.
…dobro mi je sjelo...sve je ili na mjestu, ili na putu do tamo.
Things are falling into place. I am throwing things into place. Life is good. Feels good to just live…


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Clubs I am in:
~thedresdendolls ~Rocky-horror ~doommetal-club ~Edward-scissorhandz ~Scissorhands- ~Creatures-of-Shadows ~musicals ~lookingforTheCure ~DepecheModeFans ~corpsebrideclub ~GothicRock *gravewalkers ~tealovers ~darkelements ~INSOMNIACSCLUB ~PaleIsPretty ~EternalVestige ~Sepia-Club ~Monocolour-photos ~inspire-photography ~Conceptuality ~Tim-Burton-Fans ~RozzWilliams *bettiepageclub ~RoseLand
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 24
  • Current Residence: where I feel comfortable and happy
  • Interests: yes, I have some
  • Favourite movie: ...moulin rouge, the secretary, rhps, many burton's movies, etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: there are far too many dear to me
  • Favourite genre of music: whatever suits my mood at the moment,...
  • Favourite artist: an honest one
  • Favourite poet or writer: once again, far too many to tell...shakespeare, shaw, poe, fitzgerald, byron, eco, baudelaire, nin..
  • Favourite style of art: dark and macabre, but i also like good photography (of any kind)
  • Operating System: windows xp pro
  • MP3 player of choice: winamp
  • Shell of choice: jet
  • Wallpaper of choice: as long as it's not too bright...
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite game: life...the real one
  • Favourite cartoon character: garfield, snoopy...
  • Personal Quote: i may be a lost soul, but i am not a lost cause...
  • Tools of the Trade: what are you offering?

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Nov 2, 2008, 4:26:06 PM
'welcome :)

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=paweldomaradzki:iconpaweldomaradzki: Nov 2, 2008, 1:58:57 PM
thank you for the fav ;)

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Oct 14, 2008, 3:08:29 PM
it was my pleasure :)

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*waterproofvelvet:iconwaterproofvelvet: Oct 13, 2008, 11:58:53 PM
Many thanks for the :+fav:!

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Oct 8, 2008, 7:07:44 PM
my pleasure :)

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~ENDarkArt:iconENDarkArt: Oct 6, 2008, 10:05:09 AM
thank You for fave :bounce: :altermind:

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Welcome in Darkness
~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Sep 27, 2008, 11:58:42 PM
you're welcome :)

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Sep 27, 2008, 11:58:32 PM
it was my pleasure :)

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Sep 27, 2008, 11:58:00 PM
da, toga se sjecam. ali onaj komentar je ostavio dojam kao da smo se i u stvarnom zivotu u medjuvremenu upoznali, pa me malo zbunilo. (jer ako i jesmo, nisam se toga mogla sjetiti)

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~CroManijak:iconCroManijak: Sep 26, 2008, 3:53:27 PM
Prije davnog vremena sam ti vec piso comments na tvojoj stranici ili bolje receneo tvojim slikama.

Prosle su oko dva godina, zaboravio sam da sam prijavljen ovdje.

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*DethEternl:iconDethEternl: Sep 25, 2008, 1:52:56 PM
Thanks for the fav! :rose:
~Saturiell:iconSaturiell: Sep 25, 2008, 2:05:36 AM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: ! :hug:

Greetings
Maren :blackrose:

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Sep 23, 2008, 9:24:55 AM Mood: Confused
pa, hvala na pozdravu...everything is more than alright...
...nego, oprosti, ali, mi se znamo?

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~CroManijak:iconCroManijak: Sep 22, 2008, 4:13:01 PM
Heeeeey!Posaljem ti pozdrav iz daleke njemacke...

Vec sam zaboravio da sam prijavljen ovdje!

Well than, hope everything is all right.

Sivi mis, mrak!

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Sep 19, 2008, 9:39:20 AM
no problem, it was my pleasure :)

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~SorrowScavenger:iconSorrowScavenger: Sep 19, 2008, 4:24:49 AM
thnx for the :iconfavplz:

:)

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Sep 1, 2008, 4:55:30 AM
my pleasure :)

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*ad2006:iconad2006: Aug 31, 2008, 4:08:31 PM Mood: Joy
Thanks a lot for the :+fav: :hug:
:wave:

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Aug 30, 2008, 3:38:38 PM
thank you very much for that comment, i'm glad you like them.

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~denniscmhmy:icondenniscmhmy: Aug 29, 2008, 7:01:20 AM
Hello, nice to meet you. I like your Deviations. I really enjoy it ^.^

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Aug 20, 2008, 2:51:23 AM
you are most welcome...it was just so adorable :)

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=Fairiegoodmother:iconFairiegoodmother: Aug 19, 2008, 11:07:51 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: Much appreciated:hug:

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~xgreymousex:iconxgreymousex: Jul 20, 2008, 4:12:46 PM
you're welcome :) the dolls are really pretty

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