Dearly departed...
05:26 09 November 2008

…no, wait, it’s dearly left behind…
I wonder how many familiar things I will find...and how many will have changed, just like me...or more.

I have been enjoying the rain quite a lot for the past few days...finally, it feels like it should.

And now excuse me for not having any deeper thoughts, I am happy, ergo, my barin turned to mush. Still, it is fun, you should try it sometime.


"Why?" ....why not?
14:37 02 November 2008

…just because I can. Because I got bored. Because it is my will.

Feels good to walk the streets again...walk them like I own them. No other way. I do.

Different people tell me different things...some truths, some lies...I remember them all. Or most...the rest I have written down somewhere.

Enough with the sun already, I want gloom!


Ante up
17:24 20 October 2008

I paid my dues. In blood and tears. Sleepless days and lonely nights. I paid my dues.
Do not play the compassion or conscience cards. Do not waste them at my table. I put the guilt ace up my sleeve before the game even begun.
I only get close to see the reflection of cards in your eyes.
Ante up. I want more, and everything else that you have got. So, honey, ante up…


Shadow dance
20:46 14 October 2008

Full moon tonight…
Time flies, life is strange, but I am happy…
Just need to get rich too…


...
01:51 07 October 2008

…I hear them scratching at my door as I gather up my contempt.
I am making ropes. No suicide, just murder and escape.

And certain things just do not fit in. And I...was not in the mood to adjust to the adjacent side.
Certain things are made for throwing...throwing at...throwing away…
Certain things I still want...and I have just the attitude to get them.

Do not even think about telling me to wipe that smirk of my face. I wear it all too well, it makes me look good. And I love it.

...I still long for the cold...this weather...I do not like it, do not appreciate the sunshine one bit. Too many pretty, warm things I would like to wear...too many places I would like to walk through, that just look so much better when gloomy…

...happiness...weird feeling. I never know what to do with it. If you have any good recipes, let me know...I will have to cook something up. I love to cook.


Sealed...
20:24 04 October 2008

Why do you thread so carefully when the dice already rolled?

I love candy necklaces.

...sweet.


...
18:30 27 September 2008

Me hands began to shake...few minutes ago...for no reason, or so it seems, as I am nor depressed, not particulary stressed.
And now, I think my head is beginning to ache. Wine does not seem to be helping, although I thought a glass of red might.
I feel weird. Odd. Even…
Weird.


Fitting
06:19 17 September 2008

A glass of fine red wine, and a piece of even finer chocolate - lately, I find them perfect things to start the day…
The fall came, and I am happy it did. Can’t remember the last time I looked forward to it...if there ever was any.
I feel like gothing up, and going out.
I feel so good...calm...happy...genuinely good, through and through.
…dobro mi je sjelo...sve je ili na mjestu, ili na putu do tamo.
Things are falling into place. I am throwing things into place. Life is good. Feels good to just live…


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